I wonder what we would have worn if we actually had went.

I miss my best friends a lot, it takes really weird dreams and being stuck in PA with brandon to notice how thankful I am to have such amazing people in my life.

I had almost a 6 hour convo with my father the other day, it was borderline ridiculous. We got drunk together, spoke about the trials (literally) we've been through, and just got drunk over sushi on the river. I couldn't help it, I gave him his christmas present early, and he loved it ; I hope we get all of his old books and vinyls out of some fuckbag storage unit.

I feel really fucking weird lately, I think it has A LOT to do with brandon. This would basically either be our 5 or 6th Christmas/New Years together. Every Year so far we have been each others new years kiss, every year completely unplanned. This year I highly doubt it's going to happen, and it scares me that I am okay with it. oh well kids.

We went snowboarding ( well i wouldn't completely call it that ) and sledding tonight, we almost broke our fingers and faces... it WAS AWESOME.

I got a text from the director I worked with all summer involving some shit like :
Wes: I was just thinking you and your friend ( Stef ) should be here.
Muah : Where, and why?
Wes: Inglorious Bastards screening with Tarantino and his producer L Bender and Q&A.
Muah: You should have invited us before hand !
Wes: I coulldn't /:
Muah: I want details.
Wes: I'll let you know :-)