GARDEN PARTY

I want you to love me, unconditionally. I want you to want to travel. I need you to love Radiohead. I want you to fuck me when I want it. I want you to write me poetry, and enjoy mine although you would never understand it. I want you to remind me where I came from. I want you to like my friends. I want you to like New York. I want you to know who Hermann Hesse is. I want you to enjoy my library, and want to educate yourself. I want you to love someone else, and realize you love me. I want you to drive to me for once. I want you to like it when I dance salsa terribly with my cuban father. I want you to not give a shit how fucked up I am because I lost my mother. I want you to except my eccentric nature. I want you to stop caring about my black clothes. I want you to stop calling me a hipster.I want you to love yourself. I want you to realize how truly blessed you are to have your fucking saint mother. I want you to grow a beard. I want you to stop being so ignorant and embarrassingly uncultured, you go to a fucking ivy league school damnitt. I want you to not care when I get fat, and am fat. I want you to except that I constantly change for the better. I want you to stop treating everything in your life like shit, you robotic fuck.I want you to like that i like lesbian porn.I want you to not lie to me and tell me you didn't throw away 100 years of Solitude, when I know you just couldn't read it. I want you expand your horizons. I want you to not go into the military, it scares me. I want you to stop calling me fat. I want you to tell me that the reason we never worked out wasn't because I was fat. I basically want you to be everything you are not. never will be... will never want to be. I want to remember you, the good parts. I want to thank you for letting me be free, it was the greatest gift you could have ever given me.