Old Gregg- You've seen my downstairs mix up

Creepiest shit ever? Or best shit ever? Can't really figure it out.

I wonder what we would have worn if we actually had went.

I miss my best friends a lot, it takes really weird dreams and being stuck in PA with brandon to notice how thankful I am to have such amazing people in my life.

I had almost a 6 hour convo with my father the other day, it was borderline ridiculous. We got drunk together, spoke about the trials (literally) we've been through, and just got drunk over sushi on the river. I couldn't help it, I gave him his christmas present early, and he loved it ; I hope we get all of his old books and vinyls out of some fuckbag storage unit.

I feel really fucking weird lately, I think it has A LOT to do with brandon. This would basically either be our 5 or 6th Christmas/New Years together. Every Year so far we have been each others new years kiss, every year completely unplanned. This year I highly doubt it's going to happen, and it scares me that I am okay with it. oh well kids.

We went snowboarding ( well i wouldn't completely call it that ) and sledding tonight, we almost broke our fingers and faces... it WAS AWESOME.

I got a text from the director I worked with all summer involving some shit like :
Wes: I was just thinking you and your friend ( Stef ) should be here.
Muah : Where, and why?
Wes: Inglorious Bastards screening with Tarantino and his producer L Bender and Q&A.
Muah: You should have invited us before hand !
Wes: I coulldn't /:
Muah: I want details.
Wes: I'll let you know :-)

WHY CAN YOU GIVE ME YOUR BODY, BUT NOT YOUR HAND?

if you could only the hear the words

This always felt good in the summer with the top down, or long drives, or when you used to dive into the atlantic with me.


Put your teeth where you love to love
Drink some spit just to save your life
Bury parents in a moment's time
Hate it all and you still use shampoo.

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

The Inferno of Dante

“So little effort to answer another’s desire, Count yourself happy speaking as you wish. Therefore, if you escape from this dark sphere to see the beauty of the stars, and relish the pleasure of then saying, ‘I was there’…”

"Se l'atre volte si poco ti costa rispuoser tutti, il satisfare altrui, felice te si parli a tua posta! Pero, se campi d'esti luoghi bui e torni a riveder le belle stelle quando ti giovera dicere "I' fui"...

— Canto XVI

everything is chaotic

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BAHAHAH , where youuuu at?!
Photo courtesy of Samantha Fairfield Walsh

Thankful for my life and my friends.

I'm sitting here watching E.T and Brandon sleep on my bum. Happy Turkey Day (:
I honestly love my best friends, I love Samantha and how happy she is lately, How chels helps me through the worst, How stef is someone I can look up to and she calms me down, how pil makes my day brighter and talks me out of stuff... or into stuff (;
Watched New Moon, fucking terrible actors!!! sjdsfhabkfkfbksdfbhsadfb
<3 <3 <3 <3
I am thankful for so much in my life, no matter how hard the last 5 years has been. Thank you for being there for me. I love you all.

i myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.
— augusten burroughs

Favey's of the week.

: lara stone

(:

: by gregor gaida

Lara Clarice, Maudled , and Siblings.

I am dancing around with my 6 year old sister, I envy her. I wish I was too young to give a shit or know any better. She sat in the corner of the library and started reading a book about lions in new york, she's already going to be one of my favorite people.

MAUDEE came up from flawda to see me... It was an epic reunion. I still cannotttttt believe she is here (:
This weekend will hopefully consist of , the MET, the MOMA, the BEST FRIENDS, the FAMILY, the MAUDEE, the SNOOGLING.

Marcos came downstairs and asked me to download the Misfits onto his iPod, and to get him a skateboard like I fucking promised him cause, "I don't care if i break my face." AND SO IT BEGINS...

Tim Burton is a GENIUS

Will Bloom: You know about icebergs, dad?
Senior Ed Bloom: Do I? I saw an iceberg once. They were hauling it down to Texas for drinking water. They didn't count on there being an elephant frozen inside. The wooly kind. A mammoth.
Will Bloom: Dad!
Senior Ed Bloom: What?
Will Bloom: I'm not trying to make a metaphor here.
Senior Ed Bloom: Well you shouldn't have started with a question, because people want to answer a question. You should've started with "the thing about icebergs is."

- yeah you can only see a little bit of it, the rest is hidden underneath.

This actually makes me love her. Well said gaga face, well said: "It is always wrong to hate, but it is never wrong to love."

crybaby wa wa wa waa

It was a pretty bad weekend, and I really wish I would have stayed home. These people are about to come and tear up my little mini apartment room for about .13 seconds in a movie. At least the DP is sexy and italian. I miss my mom a lot lately and I miss florida, I miss all of my guy friends . One good buddy just turned 21 and then I saw him in a random skate mag in the new midland house, I hope stef took it for me.
I am going to try and stay focused and not let the shitty weekend bother me. It's come to the point where It actually really upsets me, which I try and not to let a lot control my moods, but this one particular situation hurts me.
People are always going to talk badly about you, no matter where you go, but hopefully not those who care for you. People are always going to argue and not always understand, but acceptance and trust should overcome it. The things are a big deal, shouldn't be a big deal.

GREATEST THING : MY LIFE.

- Watch it fully through, the ends amazing.
who does this remind you of?

"Life has been some combination of fairy-tale coincidence and joie de vivre and shocks of beauty together with some hurtful self-questioning."

desert song is almost too good.

I can't stop listening to Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zerosssss

well that is a given, because they are so incredible.
This week has been pretty odd, but equally as interesting. Court dates, and best friends are a must have for a happy week.

- Stef continues to be there for me non stop, kind of like- my mother for a day situations. She went to court with me when I was nervous, and even to meet the director , who fell in LOVE with her. -Sam yells at me in stalls of bathroom at applebees; however, the woman she was yelling at wasn't me. -Pil yells at me and runs around naked , even makes me go and get her ice cream for lunch. She always keeps my "where I really slept on wednesday night secret." -Chelsea is a continuous sweetypiehunnybunch, but she doesn't know where she really got her shoes. -I miss liz. -I miss florida.

These remind me of my week:

:n00dz

- I love my best friends, laughing for hours and hours straight is what I call happiness, and regardless of our differences sometimes, I know that friendship is one of the greatest things ever felt by the heart.

-This weekend consisted of, tape recordings of boyfriends, rekindling of past flames from texting across the room, police men (lots), lesbian make out sessions on the new forest kitchen floor, waking up with dicks in hand, unbuttoned pants, and floor beds. Blow dryer sessions, quick check subs, DV on foreheads, creeping and lurking hard as fuck, crazy mother fuckers. "Laugh until we think we'll die" tattoo ideas.

--Gonna wash my bones in the Atlantic shore - only for you and me.

If your trials end, are really getting you down
We had a close call, I didn't even see it, then another one, I hardly believed it at all.
What the writers say, it means shit to me now.
Plants and animals, we're on a bender when it's 80 degrees, the end of December was coming on,
Only for you and me.
When the showing up ends, going back to the south, where hungry necks that I know, and runnin'
A blender in a lightning storm, disguised as a blessing I'm sure.
Knowing up here, there comes a fork in the road, pants have gotta go, we're on an island on
The fourth of July, looks like the tide is going home.
In time I'd find a little way to your heart, down to the general store for nothing specific,

Gonna wash my bones in the Atlantic shore - only for you and me.

prima donna

I miss my mother.

Read about her,

I hope you think she was... as wonderful, marvelous ,spectacular, remarkable, phenomenal, prodigious, breathtaking,

extraordinary, unbelievable, amazing, stunning,

astounding,astonishing, inspiring, staggering, formidable, impressive,supreme, great, awesome,

superhuman; fantastic, terrific,tremendous, stupendous, mind-boggling, mind-blowing, jaw-dropping, out of this world, far-out;wondrous. as I did.

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- and now we're murderers because we kill time being dreamers

- I heard somewhere today that ... If you dream of someone it means they want to see you. This must be true because I dreamt about dicktits last night and he called me today wanted to see me. I also had a dream once that my math teacher was going to get fired from my catholic school, and he did. I dreamt about my mom being sick before she was sick, and her ginger oncologist. What if i am a fucking spanish psychic, whoaaaaa. HA

"dan v told me to fuck him"

(610): when he comes over im gonna make him take a bath with me then lick my butt

# I don't even remember:

So, since I haven't been on in ages, I thought I might as well post now for the following reasons: A. I'm in bed instead of with my best friends because my head feels like its going to explode; B. Regardless of how much I catch myself bitching lately, my life has been pretty amazing and C. I am very bored.

Halloween was fucking crazy, it ended with cops, presidents, and crying 22 year olds. The Formatic Party was pretty sensational although he swears it could have been better, and I fought with my best friend.. all in all I am very proud of my friends entrepreneurship. The weekends before that were even better: it was Pil and Stef's birthdays and Frightfest night. I love them so much, I think I laughed for a good straight 48 hours this weekend. Thanks guys. <3

VAGINA AND BIRTHDAYS

I love my best friends , i love my life.

CHECK OUT MY BEST FRIENDS BLOGS AND THE CREEP BLOG FOR A SPECIAL SURPRISE.

# I'm a Zombie: Holy fucktarts.

Today was so so so so so so so so rough, ran on not even an hour of sleep. I am still here on the movie set, as a zombie. It’s not even a zombie movie. On the other hand.. someone really amazing made me this.

MMHM, made me it. ON his own.

I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS SO MUCH, FUCK THIS MOVIE.

#11 again: the boy and a half.

I feel like I am running down the aisles of a smelly public transit train or whatever they're called , and in every seat there is a different version of you. Of us. All I can do is hope I fit in a new seat somewhere close to you, so we can make a new version of us...figure out that doesn't work , then on to the next train. Together.

However, have we really outstayed our welcome; have we really ruined the ride to the end? I can't fathom my life without you, but then why do I sabotage this life with you?

Where did you go, where did we go wrong , where do I go from here, why am I ruining all that is good?

However far away, I will always love you. Whatever words I say, I will always love you.

#11: the boy.

FUCK YOU.

- THE END.

#10 1/2: Mi Corazon

your laughter is my currency, and i’m buying the best days of my life with it. you’re recession proof.

— anonymous

#10: I LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS

#9: Frye Cry

I am sleeping with these on. Since I can't afford Frye this winter... /:

#8: Feist made me this.

HE IS GRAND (:

#7: Megan Fox

She turns me on, no homo. My best friends will probably (most likely read this ) and make fun of me over a burrito in a couple of days, after reading my first statement.

ANYWHO, this weekend was full of fun I suppose, as I try to let go of something long and in my past for about 4 years now, someone else is starting to take up most of my day.

I have the bestest friends in the world, because they sat in a parking lot for about an hour and waited to make sure I didn't get murdered. However, while i sit and see how much this new intriguing person is taking up and my time and being open and honest and real for the first time in a long time... I still feel like I'm crazy. Like I'm missing something? I think it's just me being the cold hearted stupid bitch I can be, no matter how much I really want and love having this new in my life.. will i sabotage this too? Like i sabotage everything that can make me a better person? Maybe all I need is MEGAN FOX.

This song ( even though it's the movie's & on sam's blog most likely) is making the life right now, the words. oh the words. Thanks pil for showing me and thinking i didn't know it before the movie trailer .

Somethin’ filled up
my heart with nothin’,
someone told me not to cry.

But now that I’m older,
my heart’s colder,
and I can see that it’s a lie.

Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children don’t grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We’re just a million little god’s causin rain storms turnin’ every good thing to rust.

I guess we’ll just have to adjust.

------------p.s i miss my mom and i dreamt of her today.-----------

#6: FOOD

FOOD, all day. Food and my best friends all day long. Jennifer's Body then Cruel Intentions, with more and more food. UGH

#5: Chicago O'Hur

SO : Just saw Beyonce's sister Solange? Let me just say as I'm walking through The Chicago O' HUR airport waiting to board my flight to Knoxville, this familiar face walks by me. Bald. At first I didn't notice her before I was texting who I usually text ; however, once I caught her with my eyes I couldn't help but notice her BALD PURPLE KNOT HAIR. PURP KNOTS?

#FO: I just want to spend time with my best friends allllll day ):

FOLLOW FOLLOW FOLLOW FOLLOW FOLLOW FOLLLLLLOWWWWW

So since I cant be with them everysingledayofmylife, I'm going to copy them and blog away about them.

I just want to spend time with my biff's all day, but life is getting in the way.

#3: How much I love melissa beagle.

No matter what you're going through, I will always be here for you just because I recall how you were there for me after shitwreckage happened. Oh and how we ate chick'FILa ERYYYDAY (:

-I think I lost my voice from acting class today. WOO

#2: How to do kickline.

Somethings truly last, like the red walls to the size of love I feel internally for this young lady. (no homo)

I LOVE THIS PERSON;always and forever in my heart. "Tu estas muy flaca" KEEP IT UP.

#1 : How to blog?

What I did all day, and this is what happens when we find out she is pregnant . OH and who is this man?

I wish I knew how to BLOG, and I also wish I could do it as well as Samantha Martinelli did in 2007.