Head full of doubt, Road full of Promise.

Dream man, and a great song.

COACHELLA THIS YEAR-

I would really appreciate it if the universe would allow me to manipulate stef and my best friends... to going. thanks universe. also, maybe throw us some cash flow. bye.
probable head count so far : Maud, Matt & Me.

Babysitter's Club

My father went to Napa Valley and left me for a week with the kids, and it's safe to say we had a pretty good time. Here are some pics to prove it. The perks of being a babysitter, and dad came back to me with a Mondavi wine glass and a cute bamboo scarf. We drank all of his expensive German beer, which ironically is called celebrator. Wish Pil and Stef could have joined.

BURNING MAN THIS YEAR?

still blows my mind.

Masochist

half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you that i can’t keep loving you, with half of my heart

sausagey past

- sausage rolls: oh man. I want this.


I am constantly stuck in this place, in between my future and my past and I'm not sure which one I want more. Most of the time, part of me just wants to throw myself into the future and the other part wants me to hurl myself into my past.

I have seen fear and convenience; I have never glimpsed a romance.

bye


bye


forever.
"People do it all the time, and things are normal when you don't look back. That's the trick. You have to let go completely. You cannot simultaneously hold onto the past and live for the future. It's impossible."






from the words of beagle and myself, but those that i must take-
a new year means:

new hair color

new life

new beginnings

new endings

new friends

new adventures with old friends

new family members

new love interests

new age

new body

new furniture

new state

new mindset

new creative drive

new sex

new mornings

new nighttime

new me

new you

new them

new us

new goodbyes

new promises

new forevers

same best friends.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I TELL SAM IM SAD:



I LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS. I seriously do not think I've been so happy with the people around me. I do not think I have ever had so much support with the things I've wanted to do, and the people I've wanted to let go of. Thanks guys. Thanks stef for the best christmas present ever, I cant wait to start playing with it (:

oh yeah, and roar... baby you the best.