GARDEN PARTY

My head is in a million different places. I will never be able to explain how I have felt/ feel. I will always have it though, that's all I will ever say. I will miss that free feeling more than anything could ever be missed. No sleep. I am floating. Nothing has ever been more worth it. I scare myself. 7 hours on my feet for B sides, live. I could explode, I am brown and complete- yet empty? Home on top of a guys shoulders, Jade cried. My bed doesn't feel like home anymore. Happiness. Delusion. Sleep.